Time's up!
23 April 2005
i despise myself for letting the cancer consume me with such great intensity.
the pain it caused and still brings
wrecks my being,
pounds on my very core.
i retaliate with my teeth and fists clenched;
trying to control this rage.
but this hate, i could no longer bear--
a stumbling block to my faith,
draws out buckets of tears of defeat
like rusty metal chains that wring my bleeding neck
how heavy and burdensome it is!
for years i couldn't fly because of this...
gasping for air in this air-tight bottle
this bottle of self-centeredness
i so long for my freedom...
i plea to its keeper to let go...
and let me be-- be me.
exhaled by milbenski at 8:28 PM
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BLEPHAROSPASM in Calapan
17 April 2005
tinais na dulong * tatlong gasera * adobong pugita * pritong dalagambukid * sulat * guhit * gupit * batang makukulit * "Sir" * "Madam" * meriendang kamote * ginataang monggo * nilagang tandang * asul na dagat * puting buhangin * starfish * sea urchin * daliring natinik * signal ng SMART * madilim na gabi * ningning ng bituin * sumisipat na buwan * huni ng kuliglig * dalagang umiihi sa tabi-tabi * dalawpu't anim na ice candy * nang-aarbor na Mangyan * work-out sa poso * batang namboboso * ilocanang umutot * tae ng kambing * kaldereta * chorva ng pastor * walang reli*
lacoste si ate vi * chingkit na js * choyat na jp * chondak na jc * pastor si ian * C2 ni bobbie * drawing ni andres * si earla o si carla? * tulala na lao * jabar ni tiara * walang ligo si leslie * guwapo na ben * caravan icon si tessa
CHRISITAN PRISM
itim * kasalanan * pula * dugo ng Tagapagligtas * puti * bagong buhay * luntian * paglago sa pananampalataya * ginto * pangako ng Maykapal- LANGIT!
p.s. balat na natutong * binhing itinanim * pusong naantig
exhaled by milbenski at 7:42 AM
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Blepharospasm in Calapan
tinais na dulong * tatlong gasera * adobong pugita * pritong dalagambukid * sulat * guhit * gupit * batang makukulit * "Sir" * "Madam" * meriendang kamote * ginataang monggo * nilagang tandang * asul na dagat * puting buhangin * starfish * sea urchin * daliring natinik * signal ng SMART * madilim na gabi * ningning ng bituin * sumisipat na buwan * huni ng kuliglig * dalagang umiihi sa tabi-tabi * dalawpu't anim na ice candy * nang-aarbor na Mangyan * work-out sa poso * batang namboboso * ilocanang umutot * tae ng kambing * kaldereta * chorva ng pastor * walang reli*
lacoste si ate vi * chingkit na js * choyat na jp * chondak na jc * pastor si ian * C2 ni bobbie * drawing ni andres * si earla o si carla? * tulala na lao * jabar ni tiara * walang ligo si leslie * guwapo na ben * caravan icon si tessa
CHRISITAN PRISM
itim * kasalanan * pula * dugo ng Tagapagligtas * puti * bagong buhay * luntian * paglago sa pananampalataya * ginto * pangako ng Maykapal- LANGIT!
p.s. balat na natutong * binhing itinanim * pusong naantig
exhaled by milbenski at 7:42 AM
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