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Time's up!

23 April 2005

i despise myself for letting the cancer consume me with such great intensity.
the pain it caused and still brings
wrecks my being,
pounds on my very core.
i retaliate with my teeth and fists clenched;
trying to control this rage.
but this hate, i could no longer bear--
a stumbling block to my faith,
draws out buckets of tears of defeat
like rusty metal chains that wring my bleeding neck

how heavy and burdensome it is!

for years i couldn't fly because of this...
gasping for air in this air-tight bottle
this bottle of self-centeredness

i so long for my freedom...
i plea to its keeper to let go...
and let me be-- be me.

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